22/09/2015

The Price of 3months illusion for 10 years of heaven.

BRAVE - 'The Prize'
Indestructable Mushu
BRAVE Clip - 'Witch Away'


Daniel Craig Bio | Life and Career | Filmography |
P. I. Tchaikovsky - Serenade for Strings in C major, Op. 48 (Fedoseyev)
I guess when one partner takes the heat for another that makes them both culprits. Just because one is silent and the other is active doesn't remove the fact that when things go wrong both end up in the same pot. They say "show me your friends and I shall tell you who you are" sure works in describing the different complimentary and compromising characteristics.

Ги Де Мопассан / Guy de Maupassant. Гении и злодеи.
Ace Of Base - The Sign - 03 - Young And Proud
The other face of shyness maybe viewed as timidity. "robost" in English it sounds as robust while in Russian language it means shy, towards women. Well as a girl I am brave and I tend to see shyness as cute but too much of it can project itself through irritable acts, an ability to pinch someone for fun sooner or later can hinder a relationship as its presumed that one thinks of the other as unwilling, everyone has their values and everything has its time.

Passion can make someone irritable, as well as impatience with someone can make one take actions too soon, being slow can also hurt a relationship, what then? Speak, try see situations through the eyes of who sits opposite you and reach out to sustain the affections, don't let your fears take over reason.

NO MERCY Hello, How Are You 
Гении и злодеи. Артюр Рембо. Великий побег
What baffles me in the business world is I couldn't find anyone who would discuss things outside the business arena; I mean if entrepreneurship is about discovery, creativity, exploration, why then the talk of money yet plans aren't put in place. Can someone speak with someone about nothing yet gain something? For instance every interior design piece takes roots from nature both personal and external expression of a personality, as soon as people start presenting their worth before value I lose faith "willingness to act".

Critique where with does it come from? I don't know, I don't care, and off emotions go.

REMBRANDT - Master of Light & Shadow
Mary's Boy Child / Oh My Lord - Boney M
The Puss Got Fat!!! Shrek Forever After
Puss In Boots Eyes Scene ^^
In understanding how people can be misunderstood, that's in making a differentiation between bad and good in reference to acts, shouldn't it help to understand it through light and shadow? Who acts openly is often perceived arrogant, who acts in shadow is considered smart by those who see however those who don't know almost never see that those in the light are bad, while those painted black are good. When will people start seeing beyond? The art of illusion; present a face then rub her blind, that's what the world of ignorant men turn a once lovely gal into a beast. I hope they love the angel now or is it the demon of incomprehensible truths that scares most?

Guys like those girls who give them hell, when they get the taste of it they take it out on the next who comes to heal.

If there is something I don't understand is those who claim that a healer is someone who gives serenity, what does it take to bring serenity to those who demand it?

Wouldn't the actions of confrontation not be the solution? If those who claim to come for their piece are waging then what does it take to pay the price? What are the negotiation tactics employed?

Someone demanding for a pay before work is done is sure asking for blessings.

When nations are competing for world dominance there is bound for foul play between them and sad that some don't know how to be straight leading the other on a crooked path. Those who lack ideas and skills tend to sabotage efforts of others and nations.

Unhealthy competitiveness breeds carnal minds who seek to con persons in order to gain leverage over the other.

Despicable Me (4/11) Movie CLIP - Ground Rules (2010) 
RATATOUILLE - FILM CLIP: "IT'S VERY HARD TO EXPLAIN"
Afroman - Because I Got High
Toni Braxton - He Wasn't Man Enough
Afroman - Colt 45
Toni Braxton - Just Be A Man About It
Madea Court Room
Diary of a Mad Black Woman - Trailer
Toni Braxton - I Don't Want To
Toni Braxton - Spanish Guitar


Dark ages, hard to explain. There are 3 levels of development.
  • Political - the ages of wars starting from the napoleons to hitler, down to Iraqi and Israel battles.
  • Social - the development of society and its idiosyncrasies.
  • Personal - personal struggles in overcoming and not succumbing to oppression and manipulation.
None of which people as a rule want to deal with yet love to lynch the messengers who bring the news yet no solutions other than sacrificing one for all. Some family matters can't be revealed as heads will fly but should there be deaths the culprits need to be exposed. There are those who use dark forces to achieve their aim "voodoo/lies, scorn" while there are those whose openness reveals the deeds of men.

Babylon AD in the Matrix. I had no light so i watch and speak when the energy sector fulfils its power shedding procedures. Reload man, source code in the metrics, while Diesel and Reeves whoop lash the nation.

The ugly truths that people don't want to know/see or hear, yet it's affecting everyone's life. The dark side to women who use voodoo as a means to control men and hurting their children. People dying for others senseless "unrepentant" hearts. It's in the future past, yet rules the souls of men into destructive acts. I wish I could but I would not, can not bring down the wall, Samson earth shatters, the wrath of God, casting down the Angels and Demons to fight for the worlds survival. What does it take to turn around the world? Do anything to distract yourself from being polluted.

Montell Jordan - Do You Remember (Once Upon A Time)
Marcus Miller - So What
Il Divo - Mama
God Help The Outcasts
All my life I had been surrounded by Leo's zodiacs, my cousin Marcel, his step father, Peter and my step kid, including Jordan, in all I had always had to stand up for them as well as look like I am against them for them to rise above the false image, pretentious nature that hides the whimsy hearted emotional tantrums they exhibit while their mothers are pulling their strings to deceive others that they are better than others.

These trips don't get past the intuitive and insightful Scorpio. Jordan would have been a Scorpio if he hadn't been born prematurely which saved the lives of peters father. Scorpion sign is that of life and death, with every birth of a scorpion persons in the family die and with our death are born, it is the luck of the stars under which we are born, it is the light and the dark side of the strong and wilful.

There is nothing I can do about history, which is why we lay our lives for others but there comes a time when enough sacrifices for sake of family had happened.

TLC - Waterfalls
The Temptations - Soul To Soul
Saving Jordan's life was paramount, in keeping him rather than aborting my actions helped Peter get his other kids back from a manipulative x wife. If I have to go into the shadows to fight monopolistic mothers, wives and sisters I will. When women play dangerous games with children's lives, when governments play with people's lives i rise. Yes I am angry because I have peter and his kids who don't know nor care for the future thinking of now, I am having to look at a man and give him respect for what? who calmed to be a man yet gets whooped by his mother, sister, x wife, his lover and I am in their midst used as a dartboard yet blamed for surviving?. It's at these moments people turn around and  simply employ brute as a method to bring sanity to all. I have had to deal with one manipulative woman, the scars on my step children's eyes and my cousins is enough to bury myself before I let the next generation carry the curse of their forefathers sins. They are in danger of choosing same spouses for not knowing the truth about their ancestors. This is why Africa is in a mess because history is buried, kids are repeating the lives of their ancestors and can't seem to breakout of it, they ask questions and they are sunned and extricated from care because of that.

I Stand Accused (Long Version) - Isaac Hayes
Тайные знаки. Генерал-Предатель - 25 лет двойной игры. (ТВ3 27.04.2009)
If Peter ever asks me why I behave like a man its because he never knew how to be one, his mother rubbed him off that, same with his sister, if Andrew hadn't ran he would have lost his immediate family but became an angry man for loosing his his siblings. If I were to take the blame for a time for those kids to have some sanity I did.

A guy that says if his x comes back before her father passes away to my face while I hold the child that gave him a chance at a new life is clearly asking for bringing his own joy down. I am not responsible for educating his x, mother and sister i spoke to their men to handle them before i do but should their behaviour affect how their kids interact with mine I will not spare them a moment at making my life miserable at the instruction of their emotional manipulative streaks. Her call to accuse me of being irresponsible with her kids pushed into early labour twice. I realise that because I took peter and his kids to heart I opened myself to danger. Only after this incident I noticed the painted portrait of two women backing each other, one holding a son and the other pregnant, he was making a gamble with Jordan's life, the other was a painting I destroyed. I keep seeing nightmares I can't break out from.

tony braxton i love me some him
Babyface - The Day (That You Gave Me A Son)
Indecisive men who have sons from 2 different women inversely with their inaction create life long strife, my grand father was in the same shoe and rather than everyone living in harmony there had been hell where I lost my unties to that strife. Anna lost her life for the same reason and I am by that curse falling to be the next. If I don't embarrass everyone publicly which is my father whose name is Peter and my soon to be x husband is also Peter, I will smash the rocks so hard than have another set of children growing without mothers.

The name Peter is very destructive to others and self. For those who believe in the stories in the bible look closely to the behavioural patterns of the character. Peter is the Judah that betrayed Christ, out of guilt started talking, he never preached, his words were altered not to scare people off Christianity, Judas stands for friend not betrayal. Jude my uncle is crying his heart out for loosing his sister.

Marcus Miller - Hard Slapping
Monopoly Games - Black Ops II Game Clip
Last poker hand in Casino Royale (2006)
Lady Gaga - Poker Face
Jordin Sparks - Battlefield
The Book of Daniel - Official Trailer
Peters x wife is a cold hearted person who stands before nothing and my mother is same and peters mother is same, there is a reason why at childhood I was brought up by my grandparents, a fateful act of life. If people ask me why I was able to help Peter with his kids its because I lived through it as a child, saw what my father went through. Marcus is an angry boy, just like his father was at his father, and I removed Jordan and Sia from that environment.

Adults create lives and the young will pay the price for their idiosyncrasies if they choose not to vear of that path. My brother is afraid to loose his sister, took the foolish name of peter now let the third Cock crow. Osas drop that name for it brought you no good since the day you adopted it, and shaved your cornrows "Samson" all in the bid to give your dad some grace. The name peter should be erased from the book of names and renamed to anyone else or left as an example to all, to be a rock for others demands some level of self sacrifice but never to betray a friend. Osas your plights is as a result of that name, if you check from that moment. My fights my tantrums all my life has been because I had stood by men, hated and envied by women who were spiteful and lazy.

Backstreet Boys - Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely
Sun Zara Soniye (HD 720p) feat. Salman Khan & Sneha Ullal (((Sonu Nigam))) 
Babyface - This Is For The Lover In You
Светлячок - Дмитрий Харатьян - мультфильм
THOMAS

askalsu: Why is there Tom and Jerry?
I suppose those who work from 9 to 5 are patted on the back far more than those who are seen to sleep till 12pm. Despite my time selection in operating my home and business i had good order what destroyed all the efforts was the mingling of peter, his family and friends in our life, he brought them in by talking to them than planning with me, if i spoke to them it was because i was sensing their influence behind my back, and was right to do so as it exposed them. That's the world of workers, a cultured lot that think like slaves, yet in the end productivity can't be counted. While those who work at night and sleep in the day are scorned "labelled" to be lazy in a world of showmen "busy bodies" who can't see past their own nose what's happening. I suppose I sound arrogant now again a label placed by those who think I mock their efforts. Maybe no maybe yes, I suppose such men would say but you have nothing "money", I say yes I have all the knowledge that makes money for them. Some people deserve their cheese taken from them to another, shame that it's obvious Nigeria just as the rest of the world is deserted from seeing what awaits them. Will the Groom not come to inspect what his brides do with what was given?

Pay careful attention to yourselves and to all the flock, in which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers, to care for the church of God, which he obtained with his own blood.

I am sure those who are interested in more quotes to substantiate or expanciate on the terminology of bride and groom can find it on google search.

If it were all that simple in the choice of partner for life in who then I guess the bride that looks good is always chosen over the tramp, however the tramp is overlooked and taken for granted yet she finds joy in her work and the real groom appears. Watch what people do not who they present themselves to be.

JEREMIAH
askalsu: Facts are often awakened by real experiences!
askalsu: Why not go get a bucket!
askalsu: The Man in the Iron Mask!
askalsu: Why don't you do right Monroe?
A leader does not choose a type of leadership, one method turns a once perceived leader into becoming tyrannical/prey. One way thinking puts a leader in a position where the crafty take advantage of their weaknesses. Diversified approaches to a problem brings a multitude of solutions. All gates lead to Rome they say my question would be what is efficient vs what's effective? I hold my tricks and treats, everyone should develop and reinvent themselves according to the demands of time and requested help, do not be picky about what was given, chose from it what is useful, separate into what's good for now and later. Nothing is useless, it's just a matter of time and being on time that makes or lays waste to things and people.

Telling people what to do makes for slaves in return enrages them, showing them a way one has found and presenting evidence allows them to see what ways are available, presenting ideas, proposing/voicing opinions on matters and allowing them to find their own way makes for a better people while i make my own stand on things.

There is a reason I refuse to tell people do this or do that its limited to my own strengths and weaknesses and threatens their ability to create more opportunities/ways/paths. Tyrants do so and in the process end up lynched for that.

askalsu: What is really the cause of unemployment in Africa "Nigeria"
With the military rule that came into Nigeria from the days of Babangida
I am being specific, decline in development started, same was during the times of Murtala Muhammad. Military rule stalls growth in any part of the world, it is void of any ideas on economic growth, military function exists for 2 main purposes to defend or attack, what's the purpose in blocking and tackling? I suppose the natural resources which includes people, there are also those who within are eroding the educational system which makes a people weak. By luck with the stubbornness of my mother we missed the hardships that was inflicted on Nigeria during the military regime, which gave us an opportunity to see and be prepared for today in showing people what is possible as well as a global view on issues. Natural Analytical skills are developed in people who have travelled as well as gone through personal experiences with people.

I have no specific issue with those who are at the helm of affairs so long as they don't think that their image or status achieved dictates how I should be or think. Should the elders mind their manners I will mind mine abuse it and I will violate their self serving boundaries. My voice says if you want to grow be prepared and be without bias as that makes a people weak while the other resources lay dormant and reduces the skill level to that of fraud. Get to know a person before you start fighting. With what I have seen in my life I honestly have no fear to look anyone in the eye, I just don't need the bullshit that comes from egomaniacs, my life is not a platform for others undeserved display of insecurities.

askalsu: Epidemics "effects of mismanagement"
Five Star - Strong As Steel
Kelly Clarkson - Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You)
Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
While people are busy bickering and fighting over crumbs I gather my bricks, I have been so since childhood, in my own corner playing with my toys. In having parents who were students, I went to bed when they went to bed and never gave them any hassle. I seek my own path not only because I have grown to not trust people around but because I am naturally and have been nurtured independently. My ways aren't others ways. When people around don't know what to do yet wouldn't have a dialogue I simply retreat and develop ways in dealing with issues. Those who think they know me will quote, she is stubborn, unruly, meanwhile watch their lives are falling apart and think that I ought to do their work for them, I am wicked to people who like to offload their work on one person, I do without order, I see what others don't, I walk in ways many are scared to walk. Yes Eki doesn't sit in class, yes Eki fights with boys on the streets, when they come to trespass she forgives them. Yes Eki is bad. My name is my destiny, Alsu is that force and fine face that men get deceived by, thinking she is headless and usable until their own actions makes them pay for their idleness. A rose in a fisted glove. I am the worst nightmare only because I show what others have done to me.

An Islamic woman is cultured and well behaved, should you piss her off she becomes the worst nightmare.

Documentary on Syrian Volunteers (National Defense Forces) incl. Syrian Women - Syria
askalsu: My Worlds order!
Defense Mechanisms
Defence - understanding consequences of words that create the actions taken. When someone is quiet it doesn't mean they are weak or have accepted a "scorn", they simply are giving the offender a chance to realise by themselves what they are doing on a subconscious level, should the offender not choose to repent then the full force of attack takes place; attack isn't on the surface but a method of shutting down from active duty, in women its reflected as an unwillingness to have physical or emotional contact with the offender, posessive men as a rule are violent and cunning. If a woman becomes silent then sooner or later she either leaves and or all hell breaks loose.

Ego Defense Mechanism
There are 2 types of rationalists those who accept their fault and those who blame others.

By accepting fault of another it increases the guilt in the other. The mind of man is created of 2 spheres, the right thinking and the wrong thinking, what actions the opposition takes is the reaction that surfaces. Personally I don't care what others do I am conscious of what I do to cause in order to  rectify a situation at a given time or place, the effect that makes things right is the fear those who trespass have in being punished.

Using memories of past failed relationships to justify actions towards another new relationship leads to the manifestation of the past in the present.

The Avengers - Hulk Smash
What are Defense Mechanisms? 11 Examples of Defense Mechanism
My memories exist to heal others in understanding why he behaved the way he did, should that attitude not change then the full measure of justice is applied, let him pay for his demeanour. I simply move out of the bedroom then the house and sought to live a new life but he wasn't happy with that and proceeds to look for my trouble. His father and mother are not my parents, I chose to speak with them to stop but his mother wouldn't listen hence the result of my actions.

Freud: defense mechanisms
When Jordan reached the age of 4 he began looking for kids to play, to have been married to a man who has no social communication skills, who sought to isolate me isolated his child from having normal communication, in reflection I asked to have another child but he refused, I prompted with a dialogue that I will have another be it him or someone else, in that conversation he asked if I was going to cheat on him, I simply said ivf was an option, in that he realised I want bluffing simply because he knows I don't joke. I was asked why I would have another child for a man that clearly didn't care and my reply was I wouldn't have 2 kids for 2 different men, in that I as a woman am capable of removing my soul from being affected while having an intercourse. It's as simple and as complex as that. If men think that a woman is having children for a man because of love they should check what actions of theirs makes a woman forget about being a woman and simply becoming a man as men do when they are capable of having intercourse with women who they care not for.

Jordan needed a sibling since the father isolated me.

What is Ego? How to Easily Identify and Bypass Ego
Persons in professions such as engineering and medicine are cultured by a rigid system where security "consequences for miscalculation" is fatal, people in the science industries suffer in their relationships as there is little room for flexibility. Socially inclined people are more likely to make things work within their and others relationships, men as a rule are of rigid mindset because of image imposed through prejudice. To be prejudicial sabotages any relationship, my being open minded accepts faults but has a backlash where in being considerate I end up paying the price for others behaviour. If I was the youngest child in the family I would be more likely to get away with the actions or reactions I take, which is where Annette's behaviour towards her brothers was overlooked even though Andrew fraught her back, peter simply allowed her to have her way as with him she is uncontrollable. Daddy Fisher simply considered it cute until now the evidence of her actions had broken everyone.

How To Stop Being Jealous - Techniques To End Jealousy Forever
Hard working people are seldom envious and the acts of jealousy is strange to them, people who often look and measure themselves against others who aren't paying them attention often act in a critical manner. In Annetts example when she looks at other women whats on her mind is "she has a husband and I don't, she has a business and i lost mine, she allows herself what I can't afford, etc.

Women who have been made dependent on men in personal and career life often are jealous as they don't have nor do they know how to create/sustain their equilibrium. Who stopped Annett from being free? Seeking approval of her father in choice of suitors created that.

Her mother created the image of a perfect look that didnt work, should she have paid more attention towards herself rather than projecting criticism of others children then she wouldn't have succeeded at ruining her own children's lives and career. Mama fisher interfered in every aspect of her children's lives as she had none in hers and in return replicated the same relationship she had with her siblings who are separated as she was in return causing same for her kids and grand kids. House wives are dangerous, the men who keep their women docile at old age end up paying the price.


Because I was younger than all in the fisher family I had no need for ego as I wasn't threatened by their image, I have always been myself and I know that my person always intimidates women even when I am quiet maybe their guilt pushes them to jealous acts, women who have little self esteem never feel comfortable about themselves. I never needed to impose my physical attributes on other women, I am physically endowed and sought to see same beauty in others, if I were unsafe it's only because I had no educational qualifications as them which is where they sought to use at me, I simply minded my business while having to fight back on family grounds but they tricked peter into bringing me to London to impose on me their lifestyle to which they didn't expect my reaction, further to their surprise in leaving peter, they hold on to men as a solution to their personal and material life, I don't have that, nor did I ever depended on peter, as my dad brought me up to stand alone. Even if they chose not to help because of peters behaviour I still find my way, I have no expectations of others even if I ask for help. It isn't important to me to have a personal or public dominance, I am in my space, I build it regardless of my state. My men in the home are not possessive even if vulnerable. My dad never oppressed my mother nor i so why should that be permissible to a man who thinks that by me having his child he can do that?

By having Sia it messed with Annett, His Mother, His X wife who thought that by having Lara she had a pulling string on Peter, and dealt with the x girlfriend who he kept running to because she used the I was pregnant for you trick. My action of thinking of Jordan sent everyone into a spy roll of negative emotions, they started interfering in his business and instead of facing them peter starts blaming me for his down fall, probably trying to bring me in to again fight them, while at the time I was in SA and left them all in their past.

Self Esteem - Understanding & Fixing Low Self-Esteem
Patti LaBelle - Stir It Up (1985) Beverly Hills Cop - Soundtrack
askalsu: What is liberty to you?
askalsu: Where there is no vision, the people perish!
Those who are looking for compliments are in either to be shattered or deceived. I have been told that I don't know how to take compliments, and truly I don't know what love is as care for others was always my concern. I don't seek others approval as that is what the essence of compliments lures/does to people, however have a look at what people compliment you for. Some compliments are insults, call me bad call me good it's an opinion that could be contrary to what i may think of myself. What I look at is the results of my actions not what people think of my behaviour.

Those who think they can walk over me were in for a major revelation. Using me as a tool to fight the possessive mother and sister and x wife was a wrong "arrogant move" to think it wouldn't return back. I don't bother myself about things, if I didn't have kids I would be on my feet faster and off, that's my only reason for fighting and even that isn't a restriction.

Тайные знаки. Проклятие по наследству.
LIQUIDEEP - Fairytale
MI CASA - These Streets (Extended)
Слава и Ирина Аллегрова - Первая любовь - Любовь последняя
Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had
Peter Nero - Raindrops keep fallin' on my Head 
Out Of Africa | Official Trailer (Universal Pictures) 
Girls that fight the negativity of their mothers are often cursed, extricated and bitten. Girls that succumb to overpowering mothers are often used as tools. Materialistic mothers employ a variety of methods in dominating people's lives, be it from within or from without.

Bible Cartoon - Elijah 
Shakira - Gypsy
Shakira - Hips Don't Lie ft. Wyclef Jean
When there is an opposing view on a subject or some body's life both are often considered liers. In the business and legal world facts to substantiate a blame/claim is demanded, however even facts are often fabricated, same it is in psychoanalysis. How I think works for me and against me, in the end what is the result?

How To Get Shit Done - The Inner Game Of Creating Results
Sitting and waiting for someone to do something for you leads to unproductively wasting resources, is it really a waste? only time can tell. Hoping that someone will do it all or better than you is neither here nor there, either way something will not be completed, dropping something half way makes a waste of all that time and resources.

In relationships leaving your partner uninformed is disastrous. Some will say what if I can't trust him, ha, why then be in business? If a partner has a weakness how about you? Sitting and sizing someone for what they can or can not do is susceptible to what they will or won't, which revolves around disputable values/principles one can't compromise family over possession. People excel better at what they like/interest. Values are based on what someone sees as value to them, making a mistake on assuming that what you like is what the other should creates the quarrels which may lead to separation, well if that be it then fine, in business I can't possibly cover it all but in time I catch up, in relationships people also make decisions of such, some think they can catch up but life doesn't wait for procrastinators "negative persons".

If one sees a partner to be unworthy of a voice because of their financial capability or systemic qualifications, in the end there would be a proof that those who have money may not have the know how.

There are those in the business industry that set platforms, systems and propaganda that destroys another's ability to generate an income and then claim to be better business people than those they brought down. If knowledge is useless why the need for television or radio stations, why have institutions? If there is a problem with the eco system organisations in the volunteering direction often get sponsorship, when in times of absolute security then security companies end up out of work, so there is always some asshole who creates disorder for others or themselves to have jobs. That's the ugly truth about those who sit to rate a business as unworthy or paint people as unreliable. Life is a bitch and demands results and questions the methods people use in sustaining their lives, people and organisations that are unwilling to transcend often become evil.

Masculinity vs Femininity - The Male & Female Mind Fully Explained
Illusion of Control and Freedom
I wonder if in the context of masculinity and femininity the concept of personality even exists. To me masculinity and femininity is a primitive level of thinking and often results to what I call bad judgement of character and situations, as well as bad judgement of a character that's in a situation. What I mean is this; if a man thinks that because I am a woman that certain tasks aren't possible to handle then with my kind of personality I decide if I want to take it on or not, competition is fun for me in business, in relationships my focus is support, should I see someone being stubborn I simply take the lead with out apology. If kids lives depend on parents asserting themselves then why the excuses? Not interested? That's a better excuse than saying it isn't possible.

I don't label persons I meet, they label themselves by what they say and do, I don't mind persons seeing me as masculine or feminine, that's not my problem, for all it is there are men who like wilful women and there are men who can't live in the shadow of  their spouses will, the guy in the bedroom knows better, i sure make men in the business world uncomfortable as those i met were wired to the old paradigm of thinking. as a woman i don't mind using all my tricks in my arsenal :) this isn't an invitation, flirt works to ease the atmosphere. with older people i behave like a daughter, with guys i switch, with women i am a sister, with youth i am a mother, the rest i simply ignore or bully :) , purpose sure makes someone look and cultures into being strong regardless of the area of practice, to succeed demands a level of asserting oneself.


Poster Girl - Backstreet Boys
Snow White - Sad End
askalsu: Snow White!
Isn't it a shocker for a man to realise that his woman died while with him, and appeared when leaving him? That's the illusion that shattered peters mind, he didnt care who he was with until it was gone. I am a "woman" with a man and a "man" when with a woman. Sad to realise what emotional men can lead a girl into.

Jason Statham Bio | Life and Career | Filmography | 
Sting - Englishman In New York
Sting - Desert Rose


Спящая красавица / Sleeping Beauty
Mighty High - Karen Peck Gooch [Joyful Noise]
Karmin - Hello
U2 - Mysterious Ways
The significance to the sleeping beauty falling to sleep is on the day of loosing her verginity/innocence, once she gets to know what boys are like the nightmares begin. The more possessive parents become the worse the effect on their children.
Overbearing parents can drive children into becoming wild or extremely timid.

How To Deal With Difficult & Toxic People
askalsu: Attitude, Ego and Ignorance. Vampires, Werwolf's and Prey!
askalsu: Short term vs long term goals!!!
askalsu: The essence of optimism!!!
askalsu: You are your own coach!!!
The time when people or nations fight for independence isn't when someone is financially independent but when one is growing into independence. By depending mentally on others one ends up enslaved by them.

People that can't seem to find their way out because they had been subjected usually take their lives. When government systems are set to trap women and children in polices where they can't have an escape, then violent outbursts usually happen. Women that have been subjected to their fathers and husbands choose either to take their lives, run or they become wicked and in return end up hurting their children.

It's sad but men don't realise that women who have no way out often begin to hate their own children, that animalistic survival need is a reaction to oppressive persons. Men that manipulate women to stay by threatening to remove comforts off of their women have pushed their wives and sisters into destroying their siblings home. It's sad that systems and most men don't see past their desire to possess a soul that isn't theirs, even if as implied in the bible made a helper. If the helpers hands are tied what help would the person get? If men place an axe on their  women's hands and force them to labour for them, that axe invariably returns to its owner.

Anthony Hamilton - Chyna Black
Simply Red - Sunrise
Shania Twain - Man! I Feel Like a Woman (Live In Las Vegas 2014)
Why arm your friend by turning them into an enemy? Why educate "show the ugly  side of your nature" then take for granted "abandon" an officer that later becomes the terrorist? Taking someone for granted doesn't just happen overnight nor does it happen because one made oneself available but because there are those who even when one minds their business are playing with their lives.

Invictus - Official Trailer
UB40 - Please dont make me cry 
Shaquille O'Neal - I'm Outstanding
GRANDMOMS HANDS GLADYS KNIGHT
Big Time - Peter Gabriel
Keny Arkana Casse Le Schema Album)
Tina Turner - Nutbush City Limits '91
The Sting 1973 Soundtrack (8) - The Entertainer (Piano Version)
Céline Dion - It's All Coming Back To Me Now
(Oh No) What You Got - Justin Timberlake [Music Video]
Josh Groban - Happy In My Heartache (CDQ)
Приключения поросенка Фунтика.
There are a variety of reasons revolts happen, there are those who with a con lure even the most smartest, and the wisest people fall victim, everyone at some point in their life are used and taken for grated despite all the protective systems and barriers for principles. Being young is not a crime it teaches you truths about others but the price one had to pay isn't an excuse to become bitter.

Despite all my experiences I am not a bitter person, to speak of what has been done by men and their women isn't bitterness, some may think so but that's their problem not mine. I am still dependant but I am not a slave, free born, my kids are the only reason I am where and who I am. If I have to beg for my kids to be safe I will, and I will fight in an even higher plane than take advantage of them or those who ignorantly were led. The same with those countries that sought their independence do.  No one owes their soul to the devil, that's a no go area, it's a place where when violated becomes self destructive.

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