T.D. Jakes
I was given no strength but I had courage.
I have no fear towards anything or anyone but loosing myself that I have grown to respect and trust! I am afraid of that one mission that God had told me to do; to loose Me for the sake of We! I am like in a maze pursuing reality yet loosing it to illusions! I am in conflict of interest with God running after the world yet lost to self!
It's easier for me to loose myself than loosing what He represented in me all these years! I haven't harnessed my emotions, I am not strong enough to let him go even if I know he will always be there! I would need to take my time to heal again when it starts and when the future begins again! I am afraid to loose love to come what may and to be beloved again! I can not allow myself to fail even if I have given up!
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