From Boys to Men!

A lady who wasn't married once asked me "are you married?" I said "yes"! And in her contra reply I got "and he allows you to have a voice?" At the time I couldn't comprehend what she meant by that! Now I realise it could be 2 things, either she was intimidated or she was stating a fact that African men are intimidated by women who know what they want.


In experience I have seen men more interested to know who one is and African women hating a woman who seems to overshadow their opportunities for standing out! I have met a lot of physically abusive men as psychologically abusive women both in Africa and Europe ie white and black ethnic group of people!  Remember when someone tries to stop your progress or standing out, it's more likely their personality rather than an attribute to an ethnic group! Of course some ethnic groups dominate the scenes when it comes to exhibiting inferiority complexes,  their hearts are fragile so be patient with kids! 

Born on Christmas Day!

It is amazing that when the world prays for a messiah in their minds they see a soldier with a gun, yet our Father sends a baby with a heart that is filled with fire and words like bluets that pierce through any human invented reasons for revenge. men's ways with hate in their hearts is not God.

Only Love can cure a world full of hate. One should not misunderstand the actions of kindness to be a weakness. Kindness knows the way of justice.

Parenthood and childhood.

The hardest part for a mother to do is to tell her son who his father is or was, what he wishes or wished for him to have or to be. A lost father is a lost son. No woman can raise a man even if she has to on her own due to circumstances, neither  will her child forgive her if she looses herself as a "mother" in sacrificing herself as a wife for the sake of marriage. Parenthood comes first before anything.

Should you find yourself as a woman raising a son or boys alone, surround yourself with male friends that can at certain times be guardians in different areas and at different times, they could be related uncles or family friends.

Random thoughts!

The inexcusable is what is hard to forgive!

Thoughts are a form of worship, praise is in deeds that produce the right results!

I never saw Jesus as my teacher, I used the written teachings as compared reference to my experiences and reproduced knowledge that may be worth passing on to the present or next generation!

What we think we know about Jesus is through the writings of those who supposedly knew him, if they were asleep when he came out of his prayers how much of him did they think they know?

Each star is a true wish made on  earth!

God is what we call I am that I am; He is Young when I am Young, Old when I am Old, Sick when I am Sick, Happy when I am Happy, Smokes when I Smoke, Drunk when I am Drunk and Says its enough when it's enough, which is why people can't understand Him through our expressions of life. When you don't give a fuck He doesn't give a fuck too! So how did you let Him Live through your life? He rejoices through you and the life you live! Йетти

When He appears!

To listen to some devout people, one would imagine that God never laughs. Sri Aurobindo

For only those who He knows and those who know Him will his ways be revealed. He sure has a sick sense of humour that makes His children roll on the floor with laughter and cry too in heavy moments.

It sure hurts when He appears and lonely when He leaves after all is sorted. Those who don't know Him either disrespect or fear Him!

The truths of living moments.

I love with all my being,

Left with nothing but all that I am,

No reservation nor words but deeds,

The joys of giving, the joys of living.

In moments to hold oneself,

In steps of faith i walked, 

A gift through pain revealed, 

A being of a soul in passion.

In thoughts of muses,

You hold the songs of times and myths,

Where shadows lurked, the light began,

The truths of living moments.

A.E.O.

Earth song!

There is something I wish to understand "How can a God who created life demand blood back as a sacrifice"? Why would humans who seek to control humans paint HIM so black yet wish to survive? How can Africa that seems to tolerate ritualistic human sacrifice think that they can grow? Civilisations that thrived on the ignorance of people or kept their people ignorant have been extinct, including the blood thirsty Roman Empire! How is it possible that nations who built their monuments on the heads and souls of their or others people wish to survive? I don't think God punishes He remains Omnipotent by staying away from petty things such as killing his own creation! In my opinion justice seems to take so long because He keeps giving another chance for change! Do we today as people not see what we have done to the earth, don't we see what we do to our neighbour in our hearts?